16022007; blessed idiot how I am!

My stomach is full of Ritz now.
it's like somehting filled with crap!!
oohoohh.. I have to breath to digest properly in this moment.
Whatsoever, I am such a holly blessed superlative Idiot
in the world.

Coz I lost my Cash Card indeed. Such a wonderful person how I am aint' I?

I just figured out that i left my card after I withdrew the money from the cash machine.

In this country, I have had such a pizzy pizzy problems with
money all the time.
the problem with the bank, when I tried to open a bank account, and rejected from HSBC, etc etc,,, then attempted to withdraw money from Lloyds, but I didn't get the money blew 100 quits,,
then finally lost my cash card..

Fortunately, fortunately, I have just few money in my account, so
it's ok, and I have just reported my lost property to the Natwest
from the helps of Nora.

Anyway, I should be alert anyway to be more well-organised in terms of my property!

I don't know why, nowadays, when I am getting into my room,
I just sit down infront of the laptop, then do many things without any thinking,, just scrolled the mouse, then counted mickeys..
just spend my times like that.. then see outside throught the window and realise that the time goes very quickly, turns to dark starry vincent night soon.

Mental Lingour.. which I have now,, the problem I've got in this moment and thesedays anyway!!

However, I can't stick to people,, just the Lyric of the Feeling,,
I don't know the title of the song of them, but the Lyric of that
song is somthing like I can't be your friend, unless i pretend.

That's the way I am I think.
This kind of my inner mind, which I have gotten since I was born , leads me to get more isolated, and solitude,,,, but not loneliness anymore.

I Think, I am fully independent in terms of the socialisation.

So, I am not lonely, but I miss my mom and dad and my sister
and my friends who spent say,, such a splendid period with me.
But you know what? sometimes I am getting freaked out that I
disappoint them coz i think I have changed in some way, while I wasn't getting realised.!

14022007; Music and Lyrics

Romantic Comedy,
It's the one of the most famouse genre of Hollywood films.

On this Valentine day, I had an appointment with my colleagues from Sub.
So We went to ODEON in reverside and saw the movie.
I thought I would see the comedy movie, hot fuzz, but Music and Lyrics was the one
which I saw on that day anyway.

Personally, I don't like Romantic Comedies, and any other types of love movies at all.
I don't know why, but when I see that kind of thing, I suddenly figure out myself, who is
totally cynical and critical of any forms of love between female and male.
I don't know why I am, just for me, it's absolutely, unrealistic, and just,,, something else
which is not impact upon me at all

Whatsoever, i saw it. - the fact.

I think it follows very authentic and classical rule of the Hollywood Romantic Comedy,
in terms of the use of 2 main movie stars; Hugh Grant and Drew Barrymore, the use of
sudden moments, sudden events very often, and also the use of the plot.
ah,, and also the description of the 2 different protagonists, different style, different
aspects, and different approached to the life of 2 different persons in the movie.

Anyway,, the most interesting part of the movie was the opening clip of Hugh Grant who
sings such a funny song in 80s, and his hair style and everything which he has done in the movie, it was really really bonus for me.

also the scene of Drew Barrymore.. I didn't know that she is attractive this much.
She was really Drew in the movie, and you know,, so lovely, I can't imagine she is the same
actress in the movie 3 beauties and who used to get addicted to Drugs.

Anyway,, it's just soso movie for me.

However, when I saw the short trailors of the coming soon films, I saw the teaser ad which is about the Becoming Jane; the biography of the writer, Jane Ostine.
That's the one, which I'd like to actually pay and see in the dark and very comfortable theatre.

It's going to release in 9th of march, !!! I will.